Meaning of life... stuff.

My sinus headache has gone away for the most part, but I can still feel it lurking just behind my eyes. It's a little uncomfortable.

I have a beer now, I'm about ready to bare my soul in regards to my life and my job...

I think I need to start deciding what to do with my life. What am I going to be? Shouldn't I have a vague answer to this question yet? When did you decide, or have you yet? I want to know all about it.

So... what am I going to be, what am I good at? What do I enjoy?
-Writing
-Reading/books
-History (ancient, not recent)
-Filing (both alphabetical and numerical)
-Photography
-Philosophy
-Mechanics behind film (projectors, theatre)
-Using my hands

Where do I go with that? What combines most of these things?
It feels like Library Sciences would be a good direction. I love books and library's and sorting books... but I know that Aaron is also interested in this field and with us being together (and living together soon) I feel like maybe I would fall into a competition that I would be unable to win/stand. And I don't want to feel as though I'm copying him -- although, I've been considering becoming a librarian for several years now it's just unfortunately convoluted.

I don't know. I'm 23 now, shouldn't I have a direction yet?

I wish I went to school. I'm so lost right now.

EDIT 1:10am
This is remarkably difficult. I don't even know where to start.

Halloween.

No idea what I'm doing yet -- but! I have a costume idea (finally)...

/obscure?

Lets just hope that I can get it done on time. I'm pretty excited about this plan.

Completely early resolutions for next year (starting this year).

Re-posted from a note on Facebook, but have decided that it's an excellent way to start this blog...

(in no particular order)

- Get my drivers license, so that I may bring Aaron back home to Sudbury to see his mom whenever he'd like to go (and not have to take that horrible bus ride). Also, to carry myself to Brampton and provide a chauffeur system for my sister and her two kids. Not to mention allowing me to get out and finally see this wonderful country of mine.

- Get new glasses, so that I can see properly. Also, these ones are cracked and the lenses are about ready to fall out. I've had them since grade ten, and I know it will be weird wearing a different pair after all this time, but I think it's important to my eye sight.

- Go back to school. University, or college. I miss learning things so terribly. And though I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up, I wouldn't mind taking courses that I will probably never use in the business world (like Philosophy and Astronomy).

- Force myself to sit down and actually write something. Not even necessarily a complete book. Just anything. Writing is another thing I miss terribly, and it's an easily fixed thing.

I reserve the right to add things as they pop into my head.